Aww, Prince Dead

How I love Prince. Always thought, if he met me.... he would really like me, and we could live happily ever after. Lol, ~sigh~  Seriously... this man was an icon. A great performer. Entertained us... so much fun to watch him... listen to his music.

I find it so 'creepy' please, 'creepy' I say for lack of a better word... that he had to die in an elevator in his home. Lyrics to one of my favorite songs of his  "And if the elevator tries to bring you down... " "Are we gonna let the elevator bring us down..." Let's Go Crazy.                                                                            

Can't stop thinking of him. Loved him, his work.

Just a side note, I'm thinking. Why was he all alone in his home when he just had a near death experience on his airplane on his way... home? Why was there NO ONE in his home, with him, but him? Not an assistant, not a maid? Not a... friend? No one.

But then.... I know. Being around SO many people ALL day. Entertaining ALL DAY. You don't want to see or... look at... anybody. Anybody.

 Ugh, Prince. Rest in Peace. You-Tubing you like.... crazy.

Looking for Love

Boy...... do I know a few. Godspeed to the ones who attach themselves to these. Men and women. Poor boys and girls.

Typical... Scene From "Yes, Dear"

                       Don't be mad... because you have to work on Valentine's Day???????

Seriously man? Why the fuck would there be cards in the back? At 6pm on Actual Valentine's Day?  Ok, ok.... the girl working should of just said, 'no sir, there are no more cards in the back'....

AND THEN.... he goes up to a display and AGAIN!!!! Asks AGAIN!!!! Do you have any more like this in the back????

On top of that... the character playing this scene......DOESN'T WORK????????  Thank you writer!!! I caught on to that bullshit!!!! Fuckin loser has no idea what it's like!!!!!!

Winning The Lottery

Buying a lottery ticket. You work like an animal. Like SO many do... for SO SO many years. After work you go to your local convenience store. You get a six pack Budweiser (or a Coke-a Cola) and a quick pick lottery ticket. You go home. Wash up, make something to eat...do your household chores... maybe have a few minutes to get on the computer, or watch a little tv... before you have to go to bed, to sleep... and be back at work... in the next several/few hours... ugh.

It's time to go to bed. It's only several hours before you have to get up to go to work.

You... kinda,....the next early, early! morning, thinking... yes... I have a minute to  check,  on my smartphone... the numbers for the lottery ticket I bought last night... that's sitting on my dresser.... praying to GOD... PLEASE... let this be the one. Thinking,.... OK... you are a winner... but you will go to work TODAY... and that's it!!!  
                                              Lol... begging.     

 



In my case... I sit there. (for now) Looking at my loser ticket. Thinking.... OMG please!!!! Have I not have enough???  ~sigh~

Happily Ever After

I got this from a newspaper few years ago while I was at work and taking my minute and a half break in the afternoon. I save this shit and put it in my 'blog' stuff on top of my computer desk when I get home, from work .. that I just have no time for... when I get home, from work. This article is from like 5 years ago! Took a snapshot of it just now, blog it!

Ok, so I'm thinking, looking at it now. Why did I circle this? And then bring it home, and throw it on my computer desk.... 5 years ago? I certainly have something to say about this?

Was it, is it.... that 89%..... Seriously.... 89% of singles believe you can stay married to the same person... forever???? Forever???

From the many many many people I know in my wide circle of friends, acquaintances, family distant and close... customers from work...co-workers present and past.... neighbors present and past....

From ALL that.... from years ago to now.... shit, off the top of my head I can think of 2... that are still together. If I missed someone (couple)... ok..... 4 or 5. And the people STILL together are because one or the other ENDURED the fuck out of the other.

They are the ones who endure(ed) the cheating, the spending money, the gambling, the drinking.... the verbal abuse. I could of stayed with ANY of my past long term relationships... with this shit... and sit here today and say ..... I BEEN MARRIED  35 YEARS!!!!!

So... 89%. Yes, it's possible.... IF YOU CAN ENDURE ALL THE MENTAL IDIOCY OUT THERE.... MEN AND WOMEN!!!!

Interest Rates on your Savings Account

Laugh .Out. Loud. Are you laughing out loud? Shaking your head in disbelief? When you go into your savings account every now and then to check the balance? to see how much you're earning on your savings?

Of course I'm not going to say how much I have in my savings. But if you work like an animal and put away your hard earned money instead of blowing it on shit you don't need, like mentals do do...and you see... a dollar, $1.00... one single dollar and some change... on $10,000...plus, that you have had in the bank, for years.... without touching it (withdrawing).....

....stop blinking. Because you're not seeing things. The Bank earning MILLIONS upon MILLIONS of dollars from loans and overdrafts... every single minute, from thousands of people.... every day.   .... They can't put? $10.00??? in every month instead of  a... dollar???? on untouched and growing? ... on my measly $5, $10 deposits a week, a month....  $10,000????....

I opened a savings account for my granddaughter about 12 years ago when she was born. I put $20. Three months later a statement came in the mail. She earned .02. TWO CENTS!!!! MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!

They couldn't put in .10cents???? TEN CENTS YOU MOTHERFUCKERS????? You couldn't spare a fuckin dime????? ...on the millions of dollars you make?? on $20 that has been sitting in the savings account for three months???? Fuckers. Motherfuckers.


via GIPHY

Reclining Seat Back... Airplane

Read some time ago about a fight, physical fight... on a domestic flight, probably Southwest? About a passenger 'angry' at another passenger in front of them reclining their seat.

Sure you have a right... to recline your seat. But how the fuck you don't have any thought about how the passenger behind you... feels? It's already so damn uncomfortable on an airplane, we are all trying to only get thru this....     OMG, look at this, what a cunt.

                                   

Tho it's been a while (couple years, I fly twice a year) that someone in front of me has done that... but the one's that do.... have you ANY thought of how it feels to the person behind you????

Thoughtless.

And how could, domestic Airlines allow this? Fuckin narcissists. Get rid of this reclining seat shit already.

Photoshop Idiocy

What little time I have to get on the computer nowadays. I got on today. Saw this idiotic story connected to a top story of another idiot titled "November Witch" pertaining to snow storms in the Midwest. Bitch, leave those people alone. Come to think of it, storms eveywhere. Government fucking with us inducing storms. We had a doozie here at the Gulf Coast few weeks ago. Remnants of Patricia I think. Scary as shit!!!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 Anyways..... I'm staring.... staring at this 'picture' and headline, "You'll Understand Why Australia....' And I'm thinking. Some motherfucker has the time and patience to photoshop.... this. I'm thinking.... if internet existed when I was a young woman and I saw 'this' .... I'D BE TERRIFIED!!  Some stupid, no life, idiot....has nothing better to do than... this. And not just this, but there are million of other mental photoshops out there.  Mental. Pure mental.

Facebook Status: I'm Bored

 Facebook friends. My young facebook friends...one for example, that I knew as she was a little little girl that had...as she got older, ran off with her boyfriend.. And at twenty-four years old, has three very young children.
                            
*SIGH*...

                       
 Anyways, she was always posting 'I'm bored' ... and sometimes adding '(child) is playing Mario' or '(child) is doing homework' or '(children) outside playing'....."(boyfriend) at work, nothing to do" WHAT?? I would just stare at ... those... posts. Pissed. Shaking my head.

Ok.... Having ONE child at HER age... There was ALWAYS something to COOK. There was ALWAYS something to CLEAN. There was ALWAYS laundry. ALWAYS something to prepare for SCHOOL. And on TOP of ALL that...... working 40, 50 hours a week??!!

                                                      YOU'RE BORED????

Yes, I had a baby at a very young age. I had NO business having a child at that age.... BUT I DID DO THESE HOUSEHOLD  CHORES!!!!  And work!! And now that I'm thinking about it... the FREELOADER POS I was with at the time was ALWAYS cheating on me, spending the money I earned....because I was ALWAYS too tired to do anything else!!!  At 26 years old!!  

None of my business, wanting SO bad to comment on her frequent 'bored status' ... for weeks and weeks. Lo and behold, lmao.... someone beat me to it. One of her friends... posted... "There's always something to do if you have three children"... something like that..... Reading this post... posted minutes earlier...I had to think for a moment if I didn't temporarily black out and post this myself! I started to notice as time went on, I haven't seen her on Facebook in a long time. Evidently deleted her account.

NO reason you're a mother or father of young children and posting BORED in the middle of day... on Facebook. Shame on you. Lazy. Idiot.

Bruce Jenner, His Hands Look Beautiful

Another story I'm hearing about. Most recently, Bruce Jenner... his nails. Comments on the internet are so horrible. I hope I live long enough where... none of this matters. I work at a popular coffee shop. I see all kinds, types... variety of people. People. 'Bruce Jenner" regular customers come in from time to time. I always tell them how fantastic they look. Pleasant, normal people. Much more normal than those regulars that sit there all day pestering me.

And they do... sometimes have a comment about my 'Bruce Jenner' customer after he leaves. Literally, I laugh and say "who is he hurting?"... giving a confused look. The regular turns it"s head sideways.... pissed off, you see... for me asking. Mumbles... "it's not normal"

Normal. LMAO!  You sit there, day in, day out, everyday for years... narcissist-ing me. Normal? Laugh. My. Ass. Off!   It... takes.. EVERYTHING... I have... not to tell it  this.

I feel so bad for good men, who aren't hurting anybody. Productive members of society. Gay, bi-sexual, transgender, or straight! If you can afford to professionally paint your nails and you want to professionally paint your nails... professionally paint your nails!! Why should that even be a subject??!!  Bruce Jenners fingers and hands look very beautiful! 

Mama June and Millions of Others

Never watched the show, certainly heard of it. And certainly hearing all about it on my favorite talk shows on my day off today. *Sigh*.....

So many women, men too... when they 'get' attracted to a bad, useless, even dangerous ... person. Something.... goes so wrong in our heads, our brains. Our thinking is beyond impaired. We are there, we are MENTAL. Not knowing we are mental in the head, we think YOU, the one who sees it crystal clear ... is mental. And we DON'T CARE what... you say. I LOVE this man. There is no hell... the very depth of hell, going to keep me from being with... him. I will run over ANYONE, like a freight train... if you try keep  me from him. I LOVE HIM and HE LOVES ME!!!

    

Please keep in mind, I have never...knowingly, God help me, been in a relationship, or dated someone like Mama June is accused of seeing. But I have been with some serious LOSERS. Blinded by what I thought was.. love. Sometimes I think back, and cry.... not because of what I was put thru. Not at all. But because of what I put my family thru... with the garbage I was involved with. Sometimes at night, in bed, thinking about those monsters.... I blurt out loud to myself, "Stupid, idiot...idiot!" Even challenging God... wiping away tears, "WHY did you make me so STUPID back then?"

What makes us so stupid... attracted to bad, useless, even dangerous people? Few years ago I came upon a website explaining this. Someone was explaining this. Something happens to our brains... this person on this website was explaining it so detailed, Sobbing, I was mesmerized reading it. And you know... with all the CRAP I have SAVED on my computer... I never saved this article, and to this day I cannot find it.

Mama June, along with MILLIONS of others... with children, is completely under satans spell... and this motherfucker (satan) is not going to let her, and the millions of others go.... until the destruction is to it's satisfaction. Heartbreaking. Disgusting.

What's going on?... with this ebola?

 The things I'm reading about online and watching the tv news. I'm scared. Working so many hours, I don't get to see or read the news ... a lot. But I'm off today... and yesterday. And I'm scared. What's this shit I'm reading about an IDIOT who treated a patient with ebola and... flew... somewhere?????

You know... my blog was created for me to vent... about my experiences at work. I am anonymous ... I don't name names of idiots... that bring my blood pressure sky high. But this IDIOT... who flew.. somewhere. And the original ASSHOLE... who started this... in Dallas, Texas.... not too far from where I am.... is beyond words.  IDIOTS and STUPID... ASSHOLES. Epitome of self entitled..

Like when it's storming,  roads are flooding... the news tells you.. if you don't need to go out... don't. But the SELF ENTITLED ASSHOLE is like... "Tell me I can't go outside?" And out they go!! These people are SICK!! There's something so wrong in their heads! Like this nurse. OMG... YOU ASSHOLE!!!

I fly out of state every several months to visit Family. I was just there a month and a half ago. IF I had a ticket, to fly today... I would CANCEL it. BECAUSE of what is going on. I would STAY out of THEIR way.... until THIS scary killer is UNDER CONTROL!!!  COMMON SENSE!!!!

WHY ARE PEOPLE FLYING???    ANYWHERE??????????  STAY OUT OF THEIR WAY!!!!!

 LET THEM WORK ON CONTAINING THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First Sign of Idiocy in a Relationship

No offense Dr. Fillmore.... Bullshit, Bullshit, Bullshit!!!!  Happier? Your Spouse cheats on you numerous times... or once. How do you look him/her in the face.... while your working  it out? What do you see... you see a cheater!  How do you feel? Happy? No, you feel ... sick!  Always... every time you see their stupid stinkin face... you feel sick! Aside from that.... it's 100% guaranteed... he/she... will do it again. That's a fuckin fact, proven time and time again.

You have a bully, bossy spouse... most likely a cheater too..... watching your every move? Your working on that? The bully-ing and bossy-ing has been going on for so long. So it's in remission. You're going to be on eggshells till it comes back? And it will!!  A narcissist doesn't change. Everybody knows that! Ok, he/she is cured. Your thoughts of being bullied and bossied from this person years ago .... is a happy thought? 

You have a spouse that can't keep a fuckin dollar in the bank. Obsessive spending, gambling, whatever. You work hard, or you both work hard... but can't keep a savings account. You're working on that? A spendaholic NEVER changes. Fact.

 Don't even get me started on a drug addict and/or alcoholic. You're working on that? Keep dreaming the delusional dream.  They DO NOT change. How HORRIFIC to KNOW someone like this, let alone be in a relationship with this.

Physical abuse? In the name of GOD.... don't even try to work this out...Run like a motherfucker... run!!!

My advice is, any sign of idiocy... run! Run so fast. Any sign of idiocy...it's who they are. That's who they truly are. WORK on taking care of you and your children. God, or whatever higher power... the children, innocent children... who have to see the horror, because of the supposedly good delusional idiot who believes a dangerous idiot can change.
  

Ah, Sweet Married Life.

Working in the Coffee Shop, is like bartending...and I have done that. People tell you stories. Take for example, the elderly.... who have been married for years. Shit, some for 30, ...60 years! Wow... imagine... so lucky in love.

Lucky... yeah, ok. You should hear the shit they've been thru in those years. I have been single all my life. Been in a few serious relationships, in between... dated. I could of married and endured any one of those... serious relationships of mine. One in particular, we'd be celebrating our 30 years married.

But, I decided to put an end to the lying and the cheating. The mental abuse, walking on eggshells. You can look with admiration at a couple who tell you, "we've been married so and so years..." get one of them alone. Jaw dropping.... what one or the other put up with.

There may be... may be... couples who have been happily married, for many years. But I don't know, or have heard of one yet... and my ass is up in years mind you.

Couples fight... they fight hard. One or the other put up with A LOT OF SHIT.  It drains you to the core.

God... the stories I've heard of thru-out the years...seen, even...and my own experiences. You grow terrified... paranoid. Don't want any part of it... anymore. Myself... at this point in my life... I have NEVER been more HAPPY... more RELAXED... so CONTENT...in my life.

                  Me...nowadays --->

               
  Me.... nightmare years --->         

Get Rid of Her!

Guys... guys, or girls!.... please... get rid of this. In the name of God... get rid of this. This is a playing, nasty motherfucker who will drain you of every penny you have. Get rid of it!!!!  And don't cry over it!!!!! Don't... you... dare, cry over it!!! .....

My Twin Tail Halfmoon Betta Part 3

Finally, after the first two Betta's, I had to get one for myself, one that caught my eye. They all catch my eye, just sitting there at the bottom of those little... cups. Poor things. But I picked out one. Moon Pie.
                    

He's the fussy eater. He will only eat Betta flakes. Once in a while he will go for chicken, shrimp, Betta pellets. Sometimes bread... hates scrambled eggs.

I've tried different aquariums and tanks with him.... he's happy in any one of them. But he seems to be happiest in a two and half gallon tank, with lots of decorations. He's real active. And he's the smallest from the other three. I'm really enjoying the fish. It's been a year and a-half. It's fascinating to know them. Three fish... three different personalities. Their likes, and don't likes.... just like people.

                           

My Dragon Scale Crown Tail Betta Part 2

After a couple of weeks enjoying Blue Betta, I asked my adult Daughter to pick out a Betta at the Pet Shop. She picked out this one, and I have him at my home, too. Ooh, he's scary looking. She named him Marilyn. As in Marilyn Manson. Hey,..... in my day, it was Angus Young (AC/DC). I assure you, Marilyn and Angus are not the devil. They are a couple of millionaires.

Marilyn likes to hide. He's pretty happy in any aquarium or tank, but  I've yet to put him in one that I'm confident he feels really good in. This picture shows him in his temporary (not quite) gallon glass vase.

I feed him everything I feed Blue. Marilyn seems to like it all too.... but doesn't hardly eat the amounts Blue does. I 'drop' food, two, three times and he's done. I have him in a five gallon hexagon plastic tank. I tell you.... he LOVES that tree. I'm not sure about the tank or Castle (tried so many decorations) but he loves that tree... because he loves to not only 'perch'... he loves to hide.
                                       

                       

My Betta Splenden Part 1

About a year a half ago, got me a Betta Fish. Well, my Grandaughter did, and I'm taking care of him, in my home. I was reluctant to get him... we were in PetsMart... and... you know... Grandaughter... can't say no.

But anyways, so glad we got him. He's so much fun and it's super relaxing to play and take care of him. After being at work all day.. it's calming.

And since it's a child picking out a blue fish... she named him Blue. How cute. Here is some info on Blue.

            

He loves to eat ANYTHING. Off the top of my head, chicken, shrimp, bread, scrambled eggs...betta pellets, and betta flakes. He will eat, if I keep 'dropping' ... I use common sense between his food items, when to stop. This was a learning process.

I've put him in all kinds of aquariums and his favorite is a tall glass vase. He also likes his temporary (not quite) gallon glass vase, which he stays in for 24 hours during 100% water changes every few days. He hated the five gallon Hexagon plastic tank he stayed in.... seemed sluggish. Whereas, he seems more playful in the two and a-half gallon tank... more so in ... the tall glass vase.

He hates getting his picture taken. Close up. He jerks back and forth so fast in terror, so this is the only good picture I have of him. After two, three times of trying, I leave it alone.

                            Here's a picture of him in that tall glass vase he seems to love so much.
                      

                     

Those Free Puppies/Kittens Ads...

                                FREE puppies! blah blah blah. FREE kittens! blah blah blah.

..... for Chrissake get your pets spayed or neutered. Or don't have pets. These kind of ads should never be placed.... EVER.     Pisses me off to no end.

                                       

Menopause - Ultimate Narcissist

Ultimate Narcissist. Menopause. The HOT FLASHES!!  This is the ultimate MONSTER. I've been suffering for almost ten years now. I HAVE NOT seen a doctor for this. I have been enduring AND dealing with it for almost ten years now. There is NOTHING to relieve it. So I've heard.

I know MANY women who go thru it and tried EVERYTHING for it. NOTHING helps.

ONE WOMAN:  Had uterus removed and had/has have to go back to Doctor because of more problems stemming from that surgery! But says her hot flashes had subsided. BUT if you're familiar with hot flashes... some months, years... are better than others!!

ANOTHER WOMAN: Had uterus removed and hot flashes are worse than ever!  

So.... would I take a gamble and have this procedure done???  HELL NOOO!!!

I know MANY woman who buy these over-the counter relief from menopause products. They DON'T work. I know MANY woman who have a prescription... for hot flashes... and they STILL have hot flashes!
                                 

Just when we women reach that age where we get rid of the human narcissist in our lives... this fucker comes... that we can't get rid of!!!! My God!!!

So.. if you're buying those over-the-counter medications. Or have a prescription... for this monster.. I don't think it's working.

Being completely... medicine-free from this over the years.. I HAVE noticed... that some months are better than others... some years... have been better than others.

ONE YEAR:  For about six months. I could NOT sleep for more than a half-hour at night. Woke up SWEATING profusely...AND I was SO thirsty for a glass of milk... every half-hour.

ONE YEAR:  For about six months. I could tell when a hot flash was fixin' to come. I would get this sensation... if you've ever been on a roller coaster... that feeling where you're stomach drops.... when you're going doooownnnn... the roller coaster. Hot flash... seconds later... big time. I remember thinking... "oh thank-you motherfucker, for giving me the heads-up" Drinking lots of water. Preparing for the hell.

I remember another year, for several months. They didn't come as often... but DAMN... day or night... the SWEAT pouring off me.... every twelve hours or so. Happened several times at work... over the months. My boss at work, one time.... took me by the hand... super busy hour... "Oh my God... are you ok?" She looked SO concerned. I apologized... customers glaring at me... sweat POURING off me. I'm kinda laughing, so she (boss) starts laughing... saying "OMG, omg"... lol.

I remembered when THAT phase subsided. Thank God! Nowadays I get them three, four, maybe five  times a day... for now. Not too bad. And they are uncomfortable... but I have learned to 'go thru' them. Or maybe just 'surrendered' to this monster... and wait it out.